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Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Hmm...

Reviews are evil. They boost ur ego like hell, don't they?

^__^


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Monday, June 26, 2006
I don't usually like rap.. but this, is different... somehow

Watch Daddy Yankee's Rompe VIDEO.

Very... cool.

(I wanna learn how to dance like them)



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Sunday, June 25, 2006
What I've Been Looking For


Currently Playing - What I've been looking for, by Zac Efron and Vanessa Anne Hudgens

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Download the song.

Not the one sang by the other duet, this one, by Zac and Vanessa. Very sweet...

The lyrics (not 100% correct, and not complete... but it's sweet enough...)

It's hard to believe, that I couldn't see, you were always there beside me,
thought I was alone, and no one to hold, but you were always there beside me,
this feeling is like no other, I want you to know, that I've never had someone who knows me like you do, the way you,
I've never had someone, as good for me as you, no one like you, so lonely before, I finally found, what I've been looking for.


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I like duets, with both the voices of a guy and a gal. It's.. somehow.. nice.

Other notable duets of guy and gal for me. (All love songs, but then... love songs are.. cute)

Richard Marx and Donna Lewis - In The Beginning
Sheryl Crow and Kid Rock - Picture
Celine Dion and Luther Vandross - When I fall in love, Beauty and the beast etcetc
Micheal Buble and Nelly Furtado - Quando Quando Quando

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Blame the kid in me


Well, I watched High School Musical today...

And.. first thing I can think of after the show?

Vanessa Anne Hudgens

Second thing?

Her sweet voice and nice smile.

Frankly, Disney has a knack of finding gals... I like. I like. (Christina Aguilera was undoubtedly cute & sexy, at one point... although not anymore)

Lolz.

She sings well too, even though she isn't the drop dead gorgeous kind, but just watch her in the movie. You'll somehow love her.

Next Hilary Duff and Lindsay Lohan, I suppose. ^_^

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Granado Espada


Victorian/Gothic Architecture (the main town, anyway, and the first dungeon).

Cool and hot looking chicks.

Easy to level up.

So? What the hell was I playing those others games again for?

T_T

If only I got da game earlier...

LOLZ.

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Friday, June 23, 2006
... Can't wait to play.


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GAME

Scott's giving me GE soon. Hope it's addictive, cos I really need something to keep me hooked these days.

GE = Granado Espada.

It's a Korean MMORPG, with awesome soundtrack, and Scott's already a high level bastard...

Well, at least I'll get to power-lvl.


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MUSIC

Recently got Utada Hikaru's ULTRABLUE album.. Alot of repeat songs, but the new ones are pretty cool. Abuthen, they repeated Dareka no Negai ga Kanau Kono.. (dunno what it means, don't ask me, but it's a lovely song, although quite old)

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SPORTS

I saw this on Lowyat.net, and thought, wtf. that's pretty darn cool.

Cute, huh?

>_<





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OTHERS

Hmm. Didn't have any outing these days. If anyone is organizing one, I wanna go~!!!

Ish~

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Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Lolz. EXTREMELY EMO SONGS!

LOLZ.

Sarah McLachlan.. Ballad queen sia~

Very darn emo lar her songs...

A nice song to start with is, "I will remember you." Very bloody emo.

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A not emo song to recommend today is..

Artist : Funczion Sounds
Song Title : Airwaves

Very nice and happy. ^_^ Very.. bubbly, and has electric guitars.

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Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Doing stupid calculations...


I get in that kind of mood every now and then.

The feeling that you want to.. count some stuff.

For.. no particular reason.

Strange, huh?

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It's back!!!!!!1


You know da feeling of getting back something you lost?

Whoah. Ain't it awesome shit.



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Monday, June 19, 2006
Half Blind

... My glasses broke.

2 days living with 1/2 feet vision. OMG

I hate this.

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Sunday, June 18, 2006
It's a big world...


Suddenly it felt like what I've been worrying about it kinda pointless.

LOLZ.

So what if it screws up. There's so many fishes out there. ^_____^

The following is what happened in the past few days, from the POV of the moviefan, celebrity-gossip loving, squeeling-like a fanatic, 'spazz'

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FRIDAY 16th June 2005

Friday.

Ken is going back to Singapore anyway this Sunday (today), so he wanted to get a PSP anyway to spend his bloody time in Kiasuland.

So, t3h 4 of us decided to go together and get it.

And guess where he wanted to buy the bloody piece of shit?

KLCC, Sony Scape.

It's been a freaking long time since I last went to KLCC.

LOLZ.

Anyway, gathered at Moo's house. Myself, Waisan, Ming Han and Moo.

MH's bro fetched us to KTM, and from KTM we went to KL central, and KLCENTRAL took putra to KLCC.

KTM sux. Putra ownz.

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LOLZ. Anyway, he got his bloody PSP, but there weren't many games to choose from, so he's kinda.. WTF MAN... In the end he got a football game. LOLZ.

Oh. We watched Tokyo Drift at 3.20pm.

Turns out although we only had 3 student cards, of which 1 of them is a singaporean card, we still got student prices for all of us. (minghan didn't get his, cos he haven't actually started his class in Taylors.. LOLZ. n00b)

Tokyo Drift was fucking cool, and look at the bloody gals goddamnit. Hmm. One day if I can't find love, I'd settle for one hot looking japanese schoolgirl.

Seriously. Why have I've been thinking like there's not enough gals in this world? That's some screwed up mind man.

Lol. There is far too many fishes in this world. Why worry about this shit!

Next movie looking forward to is Click! (Bloody hell the trailer was dumb), then there's Pirates Of The Carribean 2 in July. (JOHNNY DEPP!. Aw bugger), and then maybe.. erm.. there's... RV.

I wanna watch JOJO. I think she's kinda hot, and cute.

LOLZ.

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Saturday 17th June.

Chu Xian's birthday. LOLZ. So, I got the call to go to Pyramid at 3.00.

Well. Something's wrong with this day.

Anyway.

Who I met today at Pyramid.

My old Kemaman Friends

-Chu Xian, Sye Rong, Siao Shan. (and siao shan's bf, and chu xian's ex) and Sze Kai, Ah Kit and some more.

My USJ4 schoolmates.

Waisan (AGAIN), Guo Heng. (he's on 3 months holiday. Looks like he's enjoying UK), Benette, Julia, Marzuki.

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Initially, myself and Sye Rong wanted to get something done at redBox.

That, was until I saw the bloody price.

RM44++/per person

(myself and sye rong almost fainted sia...)

So, instead we settled for just normal stuff.

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LOLZ.

Spazz The Celebrity Freak, out.

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Saturday, June 17, 2006
Remakes


I for one, HATE REMAKES.

ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY ARE FOR USELESS, DUMBFUCKED REASONS, and you do it for like 2 - (infinite) times.

Loading screens. ERGH

Screwed up my mood to play games.



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Friday, June 16, 2006
Annex 02 - Soldier

Glacial Skies. First mission of Ace Combat Zero.
Annex. Second mission of Ace Combat Zero

Don't read if you don't like philosophy.

The soldier's point.

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Small actions, small events are relevant to a soldier. Every minute increase in advantages available to the soldier, is directly traceable as a better chance to survive the battlefield. Every decision, should weight the advantages to ourselves, and the disadvantages it gives to our enemy.

Everything we do, should weaken the enemy without weakening ourselves. Such power, such ability to choose, in a power in it's own class. It is akin to the power to choose whether a person lives or dies, and if we choose wisely, it would mean our survival too. And isn't one of the guiding principles of war, live to fight another day?

For when we die, we lose all our powers.

When we die, we are useless.

Through living we can dominate and reign supreme. Survival means our ability to pass on, survival, is the sign of power.

Power, is the ability to choose. Power is of no use, when we have no choice. To kill all things blindly is not power. It doesn't give you the ability to threathen your enemy. When the enemy knows he could either live or die, and we know most fear death, the enemy could be coerced to reveal things that on normal occasions they wouldn't.

Choice, the the greatest power of all. Correct choices, ensure our survival.

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LOLZ

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Thursday, June 15, 2006
Glacial Skies 01 - Mercenary



The Mercenary's Opinion.

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There is no such thing as mercy, no such thing as gratitude on the battlefield. Regardless of what your opponent has done for you in the past, he is still your opponent, and he, needs to be slain.

Do you spare a dragon's life? No. You kill it so it can never kill again.

Do you spare a serial killer murderer? No. You make sure it can never lay it's filthy fingers of the lives of another again.

Why do we kill innocents? Because innocent people one day lose their innocence, and we are merely killing them while they are innocent, so they go to heaven. I am merely helping them.

There's nothing wrong about ruthlessness, nothing wrong about laying waste to all that your opponent holds dear, nothing wrong about turns your opponet's friends into their enemies.

Never has it been wrong to destroy others. It is merely adherence to the laws of the jungle, merely compliance with natural selection.

That is why, a mercenary, should never let it's prey get away.

A bounty hunter hunts for money. A mercenary fights for rewards.

For such rewards reflect power, even if that power is of a demon's, it is still power. And power, can make our needs and wants superior, and make others inferior.

By Thanatos, Grim Reaper

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Coming up next is Soldier and Knight.



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Angela Aki Japanese version


The japanese version of Kiss Me goodbye is better than her English one.

Maybe in particularly because she's a jap trying to sing in english. With the exception of Utada Hikaru, I've rarely seen it go well, and even Hikki (utada's nickname) screws up every now and then.

Cos i just got her HOME album at 320kbps quality. Thx dudes who did the hard work of posting it.

Her second song, 'Love is over now' is beautiful, btw


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Wednesday, June 14, 2006
......... version 1.1beta release

Spurred by Wyn Yan's 'encouragement'.

Here's more bullshit.

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Seriously, there's right about 0 topics to write about.

Correction, actually there are infinite topics to write about. It's just that you don't know them enough to write about them.

Hmm. True at that. So, how do you suggest we find out about all these infinite topics?

You don't. You wait for the topics to come to you. That's inspiration.

What sort of bullshit idea is that, anyway?

The grandest, smelliest, truest to the word bullshit idea EVAR.

Did you see the Star Wars Miniatures on the Star today?

No. Not that I really care. Not much of a fan of it anyway.

I'd say they look pretty darn cool. You know, with the stormtroopers, the painting and stuff.

Er.. yeah... Whatever.

Seriously, it looks darn cool. You really need to check it out.

Er... Not interested?

Why are you so narrow-minded about stuff. You need to learn about all this stuff.

Just am that way, ain't bothered to change.

You do know you're gonna get out of date if you don't keep upgrading your skills, u know.

......... Well, er.. Later.

That's one more negative attitude. DO IT NOW. Stop pushing it to some later date that's never gonna come. Some fucked up way of thinking you have.

Can't help it. All my friends are fucktards, can't help but be infected.

Turns out you are one hell of a big screwed up piece of shit, huh?

So? Not like it fucking matters.

Oh yes it does. You're gonna run yourself into the ground if this keeps up.

Ain't that good?

-moment of silence, followed by a cold wind-

SWT!

Okay.. that was bloody stupid. Who switched on the SUPA-AIR CON?

Some voice in the distance.. i did.


Er..now guess.

HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE SPEAKING IN THIS?



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Kinda nothing to write lar...

HAHAHA.

How interestingly, there's nothing to write.

Wait. There is, but that's private matters, no?

>_<

Wtf am I trying to say, anyway?

Dunno.

Huh?

Omfg.

Ookkaaaaaaayyyyyy...... This is... weird.

Oh shut the fark up, if you have nothing better to say.

Er, isn't the one who has nothing better to say, you?

O rly?



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Tuesday, June 13, 2006
The Watchmens Of Antioch


... What the heck am I supposed to do for the next few weeks? OMFG.

BOREDNYA..

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Antioch.

A place where more than a million souls take refuge behind it's sand-colored walls, away from the ravaging winds of the desert, and the raiding nomads who roam the dunes.

-tobecontinued-

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Sleep now. NITEZ>

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Saturday, June 10, 2006
Circle II


Those who often need guidance, won't seek them.
Those who often don't need, will seek it out.

It's a strange pairing.

I remember a movie/comic character once said,

'The teacher is always ready. It's only the student, who isn't.' Or something like that.

LOLZ.

Anyway, what 'circle II' means?

Did you know a 13th/14th century Italian poet named Dante?

Well...

Dante wrote 'The Divine Comedy.' Interesting book, I must say. It chronicles Dante's journey through hell, purgatory and paradise.

Very cool stuff, I must say, and a very clever insult on the church. As if the church hasn't been criticized enough, lawl.

For us, it's the JAKIM and JAIS that needs to be slapped down... Maybe somewhat should write a very thinly veiled criticism against the brotherhood.


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Revivalist

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Must get back in form before I start posting on FFnet again. (I'm a fantasy/action-adventure writer, so my descriptions tend to lean towards combat..)
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The flame flickered, and there was momentary reflections of the flame streaking across the dimly-lit room like a pair of dancing fairies. And danced the 'lights' did, with the loud and sharp music of iron violently colliding constantly, and it was accompanied by the almost unheard whispers of air being cut through.

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Ish~

Not yet in form.

AGAIN.

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Barren and dried the wasteland was, and it was the arena where the battle would soon be fought. Agreed apon by all sides, and presided over by the omnipresent eyes of time, this battle was a war between guilds, in contention for power and favours of the king and his influential lieges.

The victor, walks with the right, to execute the will and wish of the king, and an oppurtunity at a prize that may bring an end to the wandering and combat, and also perhaps the key to the door which leads to the elite society of the nation.

Blood will flow, and fresh blood will join the already bloodstained wasteland.

Such, was the world.. of Ivalice.

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Ish~ I really need to read much more. My skills just plain suck these days. Need to start roaming in search of good stories again.

Can't wait to play FFXII.

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Then again, I might want to continue my Naruto fanfics. It's doing pretty well... (although the quality of writing was atrocious by my current standards... How undeserving of me...)



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UbErSwTnEsS


Nothing much. Holidays now.

I wonder what I should do. LOL

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Wednesday, June 07, 2006
Tags. LOL

Daniel tagged me. LOLZ.....

The rules:
1. The tagged victim have to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time.There is NO need to do this again.
5. Lastly, most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

Me? OMG. But i'll just be honest. I want someone who's faithful to me, although I can be unfaithful towards her. Now.. that's just not fair, isn't it? But then, It is my PERFECT lover ma..

1. Very VERY Pretty. (did I say VERY? I meant to say, EXTREMELY UBER GORGEOUS)
2. Loyal.
3. HUMBLE HUMBLE HUMBLE HUMBLE
4. Not clingy or easily jealous. Willing to let me go out with other gals. (Now isn't this supersuper rare)
5. Loves me madly.
6. Somewhat talkative.
7. Sufficiently smart, and knowledgeable.
8. Nice to hug.

Who'd I wanna tag?

1. Jun Yao.
2. Cheng Ing.
3. Wyn Yan.
4. Meikee
5. Yan Zhang.
6. Liang Jie
7. Sui Yuan.
8. Anyone with a name.

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Kiss Me Goodbye

These lyrics are made based on my listening, so they are not official. LOL

Kiss Me Goodbye - Angela Aki
featured in FFXII

You say my love is all you need, to see you through,
and I, know that these words are not quite true.

Here is the path you're looking for, an open door,
leading to the worlds you loved to explore.

Go, if you must move on alone,
I'm gonna make in on own.

Kiss, me goodbye, love's memories.
Follow your heart, and find your destiny.

Don't shed a tear, for love's mortality,
you put the dream in my reality.

As time goes by, I know you see,
misses(something lidat) me, and I love you enough to let you go free.

Go, I will give you wings to fly,
cast all your fears into the sky.

Kiss me goodbye, love's mysteries,
I love my life I'll hold it close to me. (not clear, couldn't listen to it properly)

Don't shed a tear, for love's mortality,
For you put the dream in my reality.

Kiss me goodbye, love's memories.
You put the dream, in my reality. (this part rocks)

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Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Anticipation

Gals with a vengeance are hot.

Ashe and Lightning are both very HOT.

LOL

Anyway. I got the FFXII OST already.

The vocal music is kinda nice.

Ashe's theme is a big fat departure from the themes of previous good FF female characters, except Paine, and even Paine wasn't so bad.

Ashe's Theme was heavy in drums and it almost sounded like she's going for war or out for revenge, how unlike Yuna, Tifa, Rinoa, Aeris, all of which used Piano, and usually sound pretty and soft and so on.

I look forward to playing Ashe when FFXII English comes out.

Sounds like she's one bitch I will grow to love.

Maybe once I play, I'll write a FanFic. LAWLZ...



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Much To Learn, We Still Have


"Train yourself to let go of everything you fear to lose." —Yoda to Anakin Skywalker


"Death is a natural part of life. Rejoice for those around you who transform into the Force. Mourn them, do not. Miss them, do not. Attachment leads to jealousy. The shadow of greed that is." —Yoda to Anakin Skywalker


"Much to learn you still have." -Yoda to Count Dooku


"Fear is the path to the Dark Side. Fear leads to anger; anger leads to hate; hate leads to suffering. I sense much fear in you." —Yoda speaking to Anakin at the Jedi Council


"The Force will be with you. Always."—Obi-Wan Kenobi


"Always in motion is the future." —Yoda

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Exactly 27 Hours To Go


Yeah. 27 hours before the ACCA exam begins.

How sad...

Well, chances of fail is slim. Just that, well, performance and level of results becomes a matter of debate, and an object of much frustration to me.

FACT 1-

Either u all study too much, or I study too little.

FACT 2-

No matter how much you study, somehow you always feel it's not enough.

FACT 3-

Even if you've read the book, you'd still worry over it.

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Days pass pretty quick these days.

Let's just get this shit over with.

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Sunday, June 04, 2006
Morgan Revisited

Falken OWNZ. Nuff said.

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Friday, June 02, 2006
What I did today - Rides

LOTUS... Haha. In a way, I'm kinda proud that Proton owns it. Who'd thought a Malaysian company could wish to own a luxury brand... HAHAHA.




One thing's for sure. I love cars, especially nice looking one. EVEN if I can't drive well for that matter.



Lotus Exige. Pretty darn impressive, for a Malaysian Owned company. I always had the impression that government linked corporations usually have the touch of death, where everything they do falls a part.

I wouldn't mind owning such a ride.
PAGANI ZONDA!!!!!!!!! Mtfker. I want this car.

Too bad I couldn't go so close to it. Sigh~

But even Cayman S cost Rm780K, so Zonda probably is out of reach even for some millionaires.


If I only had Bill Gate's fortune....




Of course, there's some things I did on the sidelines... LOLZ, which all men do.













LOL. There's much more, but I'm going to post 1. The rest is for my personal viewing pleasure.



MUAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHA.






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Thursday, June 01, 2006
B1

Don't know why, but everyday slowly becomes a torment, every second a jolt of pain passes through me. Don't know how, but I find myself constantly in a state of torture, stuck in a seemingly perpetual pit of death.

A dead-end 'home', a broken 'family', a mad 'parent'.

I'm constantly reminded, of Eminem, the lyrics of his 'cleaning out of my closet' constantly playing in my head. In many ways I envy... of others who have a home. An actual home.

Mine only feels like a place I'm staying, no emotional attachment to anything except my bed, and an endless addiction to this machine.

Perhaps this is my tragic upbringing, my dark past, my cursed days...

Days seem bleak, even the clearest skies seem to have a shadow hanging over it. Even the most tastiest food, that I loved so much, seems unattractive, seems unappealing. The loveliest music offer neitheir cure nor a temporary solution to the emptiness that haunts everything.

Everything, is a broken. Everything is parched and dry, everything is dull and boring, everything is stale and lifeless.

Lifeless, is how this mind is.

Perhaps death doesn't seem so bad a place. Perhaps Hell would offer warmth and company that I seek. Perhaps in silence I can escape all this...



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The day I leave home...

Can't seem to wait for that day to come.

Oh yes.

The day I live on my own, away from my mom and dad, from my brothers.

Why?

...

...

...

I just wish that day would come sooner than later.

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