Monday, July 31, 2006
Melancholic Requiem
In a land frozen, in a sea that's far too cold,
a lone ship, attempts a move far too bold,
a mistake it was, and to it's doom, it soon goes,
despair, and cry, while it sinks to the depths below.
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A reflection of what I felt I did.
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Sunday, July 30, 2006
Yuki Kaijura In VGM? WTF.
To be honest, I've always known her to be the operatic singer in Red Rose, Winter, Vanity, etcetc.
But then came Xenosaga III Original Sound Best Tracks.
She's the damned composer?
WTF.
And pretty darn good at it too.
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Saturday, July 29, 2006
Faster, Faster!
Kinda feel like a pile of messed up garbage these days.
Why?
Dunno.
Prolly sick.
What kind of sickness?
Dunno.
Omg.
So many dunnos.
Oh crap.
Dunno-syndrome.
-Prolonged dunno-syndrome will result in brain damage, a permanent decline in ability to do stuff-
OMG. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! (Luke Skywalker Scream..)
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Friday, July 28, 2006
Battle Tactics Lesson 1 & 2
Lesson 1
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When the enemy can counter ur nuclear missiles, what do you do?
Build 10 nuclears siloes, and start shooting so many, that they don't have enough anti-nuclear missiles to stop you.
In short, flood and overpower.
It's common logic, that if you do it fast enough, and frequent enough, they can't stop you.
Lesson 2
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If your enemy has a big overpowered weapon, what do you do?
You have a few options.
1. Built one of your own.
2. Blow up that weapon.
3. Hide (as in, if there's some natural defense or walls, or simply build ur own)
4. Any combination of above.
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I spy with my big brown eyes...
It's hazel, btw. According to people on the websites I've been, it's hazel.
Hazel is such a girly name. (and kinda cute.)
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Aiks.
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Well, I wonder why I keep getting picked on. I'm a trouble magnet or some shit?
On another note, so much for trying to be an average joe.
Aih~ Just want to sleep somewhere, forever and ever.
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Oh yeah, I've dreamt about alot of things, and one of them had someone in it. Somehow these days I kept dreaming about people around me. This, is weird.
Aihz.
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Haha, you know, occasionally I get these lucid dreams, where I dreamt of myself lepaking in the food court. HAHAHA.
Turns out I'm a total failure in the future. ^_^
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Thursday, July 27, 2006
I wonder...
Well, I feel like it's not going anywhere, so that's it. No more. Waiting for so long doesn't do any difference. Just makes me a bigger idiot than I already am.
If the road leads to a dead end, change roads!
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Sigh~
Don't know anything 'bout her except her name and her looks. Wonder how she sounds like (I think I heard, but that time didn't pay much attention), wonder how she really is in terms of personality, wonder wonder wonder, oh crap I'm wondering so much.
I wonder so much that it's kinda sad when I think about it.
Hahaha. Really need to start some action.
I only hope she doesn't think I'm some weird freak who finishes his homework and pretty much goes around making a fool of himself.
Sigh~
Never mind. I'll have my chances. Hope she turns out to be better than first impression gives off.
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006
More jokes...
At the cocktail party, one woman said to another, "Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?"
The other women replied, "Yes I am, I married the wrong man."
I like this one!
My dear friend, you're so CUTE!
In my dictionary CUTE stands for:
C – causing
U – unnecessary problems
T – trouble
E – everywhere
GUY: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy.
GAL: If I see you naked, I'd probably die laughing.
LOLZ!
6 rules to be HAPPY: Free your heart from hatred; Free your mind from worries; Live simply; Expect less; Give more & Always have ME as UR FRIEND
Q. What did the boy bee say to the girl bee on Valentine's Day?
A. You're bee- utiful! Will you bee mine?
Q. What did the girl bee say to the boy bee on Valentine's Day?
A. I love beeing with you, Honey!
SWT jokes..
What do you get from a pampered cow?
Spoiled milk.
Why are frogs so happy?
They eat whatever bugs them!
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Speed Demon V2
Well, I got blasted by Ms Shanta for not doing my homework today. I'll tell you why I didn't do it.
I KNOW HOW TO DO IT. I don't like to do something I know how to do.
Why? Doesn't feel like I've defeated something, unless I am challenged especially, like I was today. Or at least, I felt I had to redeem myself.
Oh, I think today there's one person who caught my attention, as in, a 'challenger'.
Every racer loves a good race, no?
Well, as they say in Daytona,
'Gentlemen, Start Your Engines.'
The race venue? PT1. Let's see how long it takes him to finish, and his score at the end.
Best score-to-time ratio wins.
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Quizzie
Which of the following quotations is most relevant to your feelings about love?
1 If love is the answer, could you please rephrase the question?
2 There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved.
3 Love ceases to be a pleasure when it ceases to be a secret.
4 Love never dies of starvation, but often of indigestion.
LOLZ. I like 1, 3 and 4, although i CHOSE
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3.
3.
3.
Why? Well, usually the most enjoyable part of any love story is the pursuit, not the ending.
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The Kraken
JACK SPARROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Mimic the way Davy Jones called him, and it sounds cool)
^_^
I just managed to get my hands on Pirates Of The Carribean OST and Pirates Of The Carribean, Dead Man's Chest OST.
LOLZ...
Pirates oh pirates... Can't wait for the next one.
Trilogies usually rock, don't they? See how awesome LOTR and Star Wars were. Matrix trilogy too had their fair share of success.
I noticed the soundtrack, especially Pirates 2, has alot of Organs. Must be because there's this funky looking church organ in The Flying Dutchman. (We did see Davy Jones playing the goddamned monstrosity, but I wouldn't mind having it in my room... Damn cool man)
"Fifteen men on the dead man's chest--
..Yo-ho-ho, and a bottle of rum!
Drink and the devil had done for the rest--
..Yo-ho-ho, and a bottle of rum!"
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Good Enough - Sarah McLachlan
I just heard this song, and god it's so so so so soppy. So sad, so emo, so beautiful.
Sad + Beautiful = Endearing = Sarah McLachlan's specialty.
Kinda in the mood for these kind of songs, the 'dumped' mood or 'want but kenot get' mood. HEHE (not that I'm in that kind of mood, but duh, the music makes my mood. not the other way around).
Here's the lyrics. I've been singing along to it since I got it.
Hey your glass is empty
It’s a hell of a long way home
Why don’t you let me take you
It’s no good to go alone
I never would have opened up
But you seemed so real to me
After all the bullshit I’ve heard
It’s refreshing not to see
I don’t have to pretend
She doesn’t expect it from me
Don’t tell me I haven’t been good to you
Don’t tell me I have never been there for you
Don’t tell me why
Nothing is good enough
Hey little girl would you like some candy
Your momma said that it’s ok
The door is open come on outside
No I can’t come out today
It’s not the wind that cracked your shoulder
And threw you to the ground
Who’s there that makes you so afraid
You’re shaken to the bone
And I don’t understand
You deserve so much more than this
So don’t tell me why
He’s never been good to you
Don’t tell me why
He’s never been there for you
Don’t you know that why
Is simply not good enough
So just let me try
And I will be good to you
Just let me try
And I will be there for you
I’ll show you why
You’re so much more than good enough...
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Sunday, July 23, 2006
Jokes... ^_^
1.
Dear God, thank you for making me healthy. Can you also make me beautiful? If you can't make me beautiful, please make all my friends fat. Amen.
2.
A friend in need is?
Someone to avoid!
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This one is kinda sweet. (though no one deserves it)
Though my words are few; my heart is true. Friends I can make new, but none are as sweet as you.
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MUSIC SECTION, done by Sparkz
Fergie - Won't let you fall.
From POSEIDON, but damn is the song pretty. (and lovely too. Nice love song, actually)
Sarah McLachlan - Good Enough
From Felicity (nvr heard of it), but damn, the song is also very pretty, although it's very emo...
Switchfoot - We Are One Tonight
I kinda like the video. HEHE.
Lostprophets - Last Train Home
Pretty darn old song, but damn, has some energy to it.
S.F.A - Inigmatic
Granado Espada Gamerip.
This BGM is the ownage.. I love how fucking rock it is. Oh yeah, thank scott for introing GE to me, and even though it's P2P now, the music is mine FOREVER.
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Saturday, July 22, 2006
CHAOS~
Let's see what I did today.
1. Screw people's life up. (trying, but didn't work)
2. Emoing.
3. Make them frustrated. (tried, but don't know how effective)
4. Built 10 Annihilators (long range cannons that fire bullets that drain 2000 energy per shot)
5. Built 1 Buzzsaw (same as above, but with gayer attack speed)
6. Built around 10 Missile Defense. (Don't leave for what without it. It'll save your base more times than you can count)
7. Built 2 nuke silos and started spamming nukes on the enemy base. (their nuke system is kinda like Starcraft's but you can have INFINITE nukes per silo, although it costs hell to build one)
8. Built a swarm of UBERHEAVY tanks and pwned the computer's defenses.
9. Orcone & Karganeth FTW.
10. Built a SWARM of 200+ aircrafts. (You shud've seen the minimap. There was one whole corridor all blue, like a swarm of locusts that kills anythign that comes close)
11. S.A.M (bloody hell, 6 of these things can take down planes in a jiffy. U'll see this orange streak of cannonballs... true AA gun)
12. Lolz. The song I'm listening to, Super Cool No. 1 sounds like the 'Axe clan's theme song' in Kung Fu Hustle.
13. Zanarkand Ruins is lovely. Kinda feels like going back in time, with the nice pianos, nice drums, nice horns ...
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I don't know how these guys think of such stuff.
QUOTE Devo:
Most women spend their lives unaware of what they want, and the ones who do know what they want spend their time trying to articulate it to the stupidest males possible.
Awesome stuff, I might add.
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Friday, July 21, 2006
I wanted to..
Venting it out is just great.
It feels awesome.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
All that negative energy finally being released.
Now I'm quite happy. ^_________^
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Thursday, July 20, 2006
Six Dead Donkeys Down The Drain
Er, what the fuck?
The title is absurd, ain't it?
Well, it is. Of course it's absurd.
Come on, who goes around naming their title, 'six dead donkeys down the drain'.
Well, me?
Oh, true. But seriously, it means nothing, doesn't it? Come on, how could something like that happen? How often do you find a donkey, and how often you find a dead donkey? And how often do you find a donkey that's in the drain? And how often you find a dead donkey, that's in the drain, and the drain has quite a current.
Frankly, that leaves the probality, or kebarangkalian into something like,
1/10000000000 for it to happen on random (not intentional, of course).
Now, seriously, math doesn't take into the account of intentional things, doesn't it?
Weird.
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U know, we have discovery channel and national geographic, right?
BUt turns out, the channel that wins a lot of awards on the documentary things, ain't them.
It's NOVA. It's an american science channel, kononnya highest rated of all.
(but frankly, i think it's corny)
PIMP MY RIDE, RIDES FTW!
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Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Sick~
Let's see what sort of disease I have in my arsenal.
Cough - LV 50 equipped with Mucus and the 15% chance to summon 'Headache LVL 25' on each attack.
Sore Throat - LVL 99 with the ability to cast 'Enhance Cough Attack/Defense'
Flu - LVL 70 with 30% chance to summon 'Headache LVL 25' on each attack, and the ability to cast 'Cold'
Fever - LVL 60 equipped with Headache Enhancer.
Headache - As of now, not yet summoned.
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Sunday, July 16, 2006
Big, Flashy Mayhem. I like!
Lasers, check.
Bombs, check.
Nukes, check.
Neutron Missile, check.
Cannonballs, check.
Rockets, check.
There's this sadistic joy in watching your 300 planes going in all firing all their weapons at the same time, and about 300 defenses firing back at you. (oh, and imagine, the defenses fire the rockets at the rate of about, 10 units per second? AND your bombers drop like, 15 bomblets in one run?)
(most planes have 1 type of weapon, but certain bombers have an additional laser gun, and the ubermechs have like 5 types of weapons, and they all fire at the SAME goddamned time imagine, 300planes x 2 weapons = 600 lasers + bombs dropping down from the sky like it was doomsday)
And there's an equally sadistic pleasure in watching your planes get blown up into smithereens and watching their remains fall down. (imagine more than 10 planes blows up at the same time, it feels like it's raining shrapnel and the sky's on fire)
And imagine while the sky is a blanket of planes, the ground is a swarm of light tanks firing rapid-fire lasers (weak, btw, but in many.. it's quite cool). Imagine the sound, lasers every moment, bombs explodin' every moment.
Oh yeah, when buildings and units blow up, they leave behind a wreckage. Something is very nice about watching your army roll past a field of wreckage.
Give me 1 minute of such moment in a game of 30 minutes, and I'm 100% a happy gamer. After all, all RTSs build up to that moment of big fat EPIC warfare. I'm a fan of EPIC scale wars.
RTS fail, if they don't give 'Spike' pleasure. (Spike is a term coined to describe ppl who just likes cool lookin' effect and big flashy explosive and overpowered stuff in Magic)
RTS should have lots of stuff going on. Loads of weapons flying, loads of missiles going around. Who cares if it deals paltry damage, as long as it looks chaotic, and looks like a scene out of a movie.
Don't get it?
Try to build 30 carriers in Starcraft, and 30 Battlecruisers. (180 supply for both), and watch the mayhem as it faces of with 400 scourges (those suicidal bomblets) and 100 mutalisks. (staredit, heck, add more. and watch the chaos.)
There's just something so cool about flashy, explosive, heavily-armed, overpowered MAYHEM of EPIC proportions.
Oh, I'm going to enjoy every day from this day forward. That download was bloody worth it.
(I know, I know, the games is like 8 years old or so, and the graphic is noobish by today's standards but who gives a fuck. I don't see recent games giving that kind of pleasure to me.)
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Brain = Brink Of Explosion
Oh my bloody god, why the fuck did I do it?
Why oh why?
Now I'm regretting it.
>_<
What did I do?
I read math. On Wikipedia.
And I didn't understand a single bit of the higher level stuff.
I guess this is how not knowing something feels.
TERRIBLE.
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Friday, July 14, 2006
Life Is A Highway, by Rascall Flatts
I like this song, very cheerful and happy.
It's featured in Cars, the part where Lightning and the porshe go on a drive.
Makes me wish to go on such drives, across the country, driving a nice comfy car, stopping at couple of stops to eat great local food and just enjoy life, probably with a close friend who has a passion for adventure, going around making fun of ourselves.
If only...
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Thursday, July 13, 2006
Today on 13/7
Woke up, drove to college, went to class, ate nasi lemak, went to another class, came home, sleep, wake up, online, later dinner, then probably loiter around, then sleep.
That's my day.
Aih~ I slept well though, didn't dream.. or maybe I did, but then, I woke up happy.
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Me And Troubles With Lecturers...
I have surprising knack of getting the attention of INDIAN LECTURERS & TEACHERS.
Let's see.
Puan Shanti or something (my f3 english teacher) .. She.. had a knack for kicking my arse.
Mrs Ananthi. Haha. (my addmath teacher, and I like her very much. she knows what she's teaching.. and she has a masters in maths.. lolz) Let's see, erm.. what i did.. nothing really significant, but frankly I think she pays a lot of attention to me. HEHE.
Ms Geetha. P2. Well, she asked me to shut up, kononnya I'm some amplifier. ^_^
Ms Kiran and Ms Shanta (audit and bookkeeping) Let's see. Got blasted by Ms Kiran yesterday for my terrible drafting, and my terrible habit of writing on the question paper itself... Ms Shanta screwed me up today over the homework thing. (actually i didn't do anything, but then, I last minute did a sketchy answer just to say I did something)
Mr Jay. He thinks I'm nuts. I like Mr Jay. He's funny.
Mr jayan. Lolz. He asked Daniel to shut me up. How nice. Then again, I was making squeky noises in class, wasn't I?
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Monday, July 10, 2006
Homework? No way man...
I bet most of my secondary school students can attest that I'm not a person who's fond of doing my homework, although on most occasions, I do them anyway.
But after the period of f4, and f5, where I've practically NEVER touched any bio, kimia or fizik homework (well, maybe some kimia.. cos.. well, I kinda liked the subject)
But now, ACCOUNTING.
Accounting is ridiculously TEDIOUS
TEDIOUS
TEDIOUS
TEDIOUS
Fucknat. The only time I have the motivation to do any work, is when it's NEW, and it's HARD. (Some Challenge = FUN, I don't like boring repetitive, and unchallenging work...)
However, if you give me too much, I'll prolly just leave it there rotting to hell's end.
^_^
Homework sucks. I'd rather sleep~
SLEEP is so SWEET. I like to sleep.
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Friday, July 07, 2006
Take Me Away
Kinda have no inspiration to blog about stuff... Sad case~
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Thursday, July 06, 2006
What?
2nd post of the day~~~ Feeling slightly poetic, moody and reflective~
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Left in the unknown, waiting endlessly in the shadows,
why can't I be there, grazing with them in the meadows,
where I am happy, with those I call my dearest fellows,
so here I am, in a forsaken place that is all too hollow.
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I thought it would last no longer than a mere flicker,
but strange, how time makes hatred burn stronger,
hatred, that grows and swirls within almost forever,
so try, to suppress, to control, only to make it longer.
Longer, it lasted, as it kept on brewing,
pain, and misery came with the longing,
hoping that in time, it will keep on fading,
till a day, when I no longer hear it's calling.
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ANYWAY,
I've been listening to a lot of ballads and emoish songs these days. Do not blame me. Blame the MUSIC.
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For The Lack Of A Better Title 1
Free~
My sincerest desire, is to be free. To have power, is to achieve a degree of freedom. To have money, is to have a degree of freedom. Freedom, PURE freedom, is the real desire that underlies all human motivation.
We save money, so that we are free of worries.
We work, so that we are free of hunger, rejection etcetc.
We learn, so we are free of humiliation, free of ignorance, free of the unknown.
We make friends, so we are free from isolation.
We try to get security, so we are free from fear.
We try and try, but there's always something we can't be free of.
And yet we still try~
I wish to be free of worries and all the world.
Free from thought, free from desire, free from it all...
For a moment at the edges of death, waltzing ever so closely to it's borders,
and there it lies, freedom, so close, so near that we almost feel like we could hold it, grasp it, claim it as our own... Freedom, when there is nothing but the present, and everything seems to just past by so fast, as if they are all insignificant, unimportant, and the future, irrelevant.
That, is freedom, where nothing haunts us, where nothing clouds our mind, only raw instinct, and raw enjoyment of the world around us.
But it's perpetually unobtainable.
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Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Manual Labour
As in, MANUAL TRANSMISSION, is really LABOUROUS WORK.
Me = Prefer Auto, but then, a car is good enough.
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
~The Return Of College Life~
College.. is starting again.
What do I think of it?
Somewhat... worried.
(Nothing to do with college itself.. it's more of the way I'm getting there.)
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Anyway. Group 2 (my group) and group 1 will officially merge.
That means, I won't get to talk crap as much anymore. (After all, all our lecturers are gals.. and gals have mood swings that means they can go ballistic even when they're laughing with you a second before)
Oh yeah.. larger class size = I won't be that noisy.
That's good. I'll be a good boy. (sarcasm)
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