Gotten a fair bit lost the other day, whilst trying to drive to my usual workplace. Traffic... well, is as usual, retarded. But I like traffic. Traffic... in KL, is about choices. Traffic, is human interaction at a larger scale. It's how people, choose. So many people, so limited choices.

We, as an individual in a particular car, too. So many ways to go a place, and with so many ways, so many lanes as well. Traffic.. is dynamic, and often the most common question we end up asking, WHAT IF, I was on that lane. What if, i took that other road. What if this, that and everything other the sun. Choice.

Yet we have to live with the choices we make, despite it all, despite the what ifs that come around, or the regrets that comes along the way. It's like being stuck in the wrong lane, when the lane just next to you is zooming past. Greed, is there. That urge to get ahead, is screaming in your mind. It's inherent in us, but it's easier to resist when we can tell ourselves that things will get better.

People are willing to put up with not getting something, if they are convincing that there's a bigger carrot at the end of the line. Delayed gratification, so they say, and I would say ourselves as auditors too, are willing to put it with so much for the same reasons.

Oh well. Sleep..
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