Friday, March 30, 2007
Argh, can't sleep!
Credits : Julianna Kolakis (Canada)
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FUCK!!!!
I WANT TO SLEEP
BUT NOOOOO~~~~~~~~
I KEEP WAKING UP AT GOD KNOWS WHAT TIME, WHEN IT'S ALL DARK AND I SHUD BE SLEEPING!
FUCK, I WANNA SLEEP, BUT MY BODY JUST DOESN'T WANT TO.
SHIT ASS SHIT!
FEELS LIKE I HAVE THAT BIG FUCKING DEMON UP THERE WHISPERING INTO MY EARS.
DAMMIT LET ME SLEEEEEEEEEP
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Thursday, March 29, 2007
Isamu Ohira's Gran Turismo
Artist : Bobby Chiu (Canada)
Website : www.imaginismstudios.com
Website : www.imaginismstudios.com
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See the big fat dragon there? That's our exams.
See those little critters? That's us.
So tell me, who got chance to win leh?
HEHEHE
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I think I kinda like this style of blogging. Posting pictures and drawing parellels.
I'll post more often if I find nice pics.
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I'm a full time art addict, can't help it. It's so nice to look at pretty pictures.
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Song Title : Tomorrow Perfume
Album : DDRMAX V-Rare Soundtrack USA #2
Artist : dj TAKA
See those little critters? That's us.
So tell me, who got chance to win leh?
HEHEHE
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I think I kinda like this style of blogging. Posting pictures and drawing parellels.
I'll post more often if I find nice pics.
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I'm a full time art addict, can't help it. It's so nice to look at pretty pictures.
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Song Title : Tomorrow Perfume
Album : DDRMAX V-Rare Soundtrack USA #2
Artist : dj TAKA
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Sleepy
Credits: Feng Zhu, Battle Of Middle Earth 2 Concept Art
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Pretty, ain't it?
Wahahhaa.
Anyway, law was an absolute disaster today.
Tax will also be a disaster.
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Saturday, March 24, 2007
Indepth and within words
Source: www.flickr.com, Photograper: Didn't keep track, sorry.The underpass
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Lazy to study these days, and I find certain people's writing skills to be more impressive than I previously anticipated. Kinda goes against the stereotype, and also breaks my impression.
Indeed, I am certainly mesmerized.
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Foresight.
Do you have it?
It's something merely as simple as a dream.
Do you have yours?
It's something to mark where'd you want to be.
What are you doing now?
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A certain part of me has a strange joy today, seeing their smiles in anticipation. I wasn't quite sure why, or what for, and yet it felt really nice, having that feeling flood your body. Perhaps that was how teachers felt when their students, after all, whom some have made into more than students.
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Music : Croation Rhapsody - Maksim
Mood: Jolly
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Friday, March 23, 2007
ACE
Anyone thinks this looks cool? I do!
to be honest, I'm not eagerly awaiting the game itself, but I want the SOUNDTRACK NOW!
Ace Combat has a history of having the coolest war tunes IMO.
Thus, I eagerly await the OST. Hope it's another 4 disc goliath like AC5 again.
Go Namco Sound Team, Go!
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Hehehe
The Lamborghini Gallardo SuperleggeraHot and sexy, ain't it?
Now, can you get me one?
A 3D rendition of the Brabus Benz SV12 (i think, not sure bout the name), but get me one anyway.
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Friday, March 16, 2007
Train Station
Waiting at the train station, with only a small bag in my hand...
Alone, at the middle of the night on a weekday, there at the station.
Or am I really alone? Or just surrounded by people I don't know.
I don't know where the rest of them are going,
I don't know where I want to go.
Life in college, is perhaps life being on a train.
We share the same train, and perhaps during the ride,
some turn to friends.
But when our station comes, we will leave, and leave them behind.
Or they will leave us behind, whilst we proceed along the track, till our station comes.
Some will wish the ride was longer,
some will wish the ride was brief.
Life is a but a train ride, we follow as it takes us along.
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I noticed I haven't posted for quite a few days, so decided to take some time to post this little lazy rant of mine.
(bloody secretarial work really kills your mood to press the keyboard)
Another thing, I don't really quite know why I seem to sleep awfully early these days. (just that strange feeling of immense muscle tension)
And I fell asleep in law class today.
I felt like I had a 1000 tons on my eyelids today.
Bloody hell.
(I could hear her speaking, but I wasn't quite bothered to listen in)
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Alone, at the middle of the night on a weekday, there at the station.
Or am I really alone? Or just surrounded by people I don't know.
I don't know where the rest of them are going,
I don't know where I want to go.
Life in college, is perhaps life being on a train.
We share the same train, and perhaps during the ride,
some turn to friends.
But when our station comes, we will leave, and leave them behind.
Or they will leave us behind, whilst we proceed along the track, till our station comes.
Some will wish the ride was longer,
some will wish the ride was brief.
Life is a but a train ride, we follow as it takes us along.
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I noticed I haven't posted for quite a few days, so decided to take some time to post this little lazy rant of mine.
(bloody secretarial work really kills your mood to press the keyboard)
Another thing, I don't really quite know why I seem to sleep awfully early these days. (just that strange feeling of immense muscle tension)
And I fell asleep in law class today.
I felt like I had a 1000 tons on my eyelids today.
Bloody hell.
(I could hear her speaking, but I wasn't quite bothered to listen in)
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If all aspects of the living world can have a set of attributes and objective values assigned to them, and there was fields of mathematics, science, logic and philosophy that dealt in them, and subsequent related equations, theories and methods to calculate them, is it possible to predict how everyone will behave given all the variables involved are revealed?
>_<
Let's write long sentences that nobody understands!
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In the event where such an event takes place, and subsequently proves to support the assumption made beforehand, then such an occurrence should and will be deemed to be a valid proof, but it and all it's related documents, details and calculations are subject to qualification and examination by board selected by the relevant authority, and a presentation necessary to facillitate such qualification and examination, and necessary remuneration and/or payment be executed in exchange for such representation by the board.
(my law language isn't that strong yet. maybe after a few more times I can start making shit that nobody understands)
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Sunday, March 11, 2007
300
I like movies.
Especially when they are full of style.
300!
Now, let me recall the full coolness of the entire show in my head so I can get high to it's super-leet fighting sequences.
At least every year has a cool action movie to look forward to.
2006 - Huo Yuan Jia
2007 - 300
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This week's challenge
March12 - March16
TO SURVIVE ONLY ON RM13.50 for 4 days.
RM2 will be on parking,
that leaves RM11.50 for 4 days.
RM11.50 to buy 4 lunches... Hmmmm~
T_T
Monies~
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Saturday, March 10, 2007
Black Parade
There was only a fan in the room, giving out it's constant beat as it's wings shred through air, the rest ever silent. The room itself was poorly lit, depending solely on the light filtering through the window and the curtains over it.
Being evening, the light was soft and merely cast a soft glow over all in it's path. The books littered over the table, the stationeries scattered on them, and the used tissues basked in the light, rare but at least still present.
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War.
Bloody, full of gore and death and yet glorified as a testament of human courage.
-practice-
Since when did monotone colors start to be avatars?
>_< (big lol indeed)
-RANDOM SENTENCES-
Laugh, childrens of Adam and Eve, for one day payback will be mine.
Technically, all new weapons of war are supposed to be comply to utilize the new management configuration however since this project is unique in it's nature and origin, I suppose an exception can be made.
Thermonuclear bombs are made to annihilate everything using massive increases in pressure and heat, thus destroying the chemical bonds or altering the chemical bonds that form the core of many things, whereas neutron bombs are made to mess with electronics by causing a huge rise in currents and thus frying the circuits.
By Asgard, what in the world happened to this place!
- NOT SO RANDOM SENTENCES -
Did you know, that if the passing rate of every paper is around 30%
The odds of you passing all papers is actually.... 0.3 Cubed, which means... the actual odds of you passing, is 0.027, or 2.7%
However, this operates on the assumption that the odds of passing is totally random, which as we can see, it actually false, because exam is not lottery.
-NOT RANDOM SENTENCES-
I'm wondering why there are so little things to do when yoy are bored.
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
CHANGING TIMES
I am stressed.
Because I try to do too many things at the same time.
I fear that this course... isn't something I like.
Yeah, I look interested etc, but sometimes I never see that innate desire to learn more on my own.
It's not like drawing, where you constantly strive to draw better.
It's not like singing, driven by the desire to sing well.
I can bear it.
I can understand it.
I can learn about it quickly.
I can do pretty well in it.
But sadly, I noticed I have little love for it.
It's like being married to a woman you don't love, but agreed to marry because she has many good qualities.
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Tuesday, March 06, 2007
SCREAM
I guess when you mention things, you spoil them.
Well, right now, I'd really like to scream.
I don't know why. I just want to scream as loud as I can.
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Monday, March 05, 2007
Perhaps it's a little so
I find this feeling somewhat like the time in secondary school, a total absence of any form of 'target' in my mind.
Wahaha.
I kinda enjoy it, really. Back then on my mind was just a few things. Games. Drawing. Writing (typing). Yeah. That's about it, and damn it was one of the most relaxed times in my life.
Now, it's kinda all relaxed too. I don't feel any form of 'emo-ness' as of yet, and I find that very very fun. The only thing that bothers mind is perhaps my inability to sing some songs properly! WAHAHA.
This is good. I like this kind of mood, it really promotes a desire to study.
Okay.
Let's get it started then, since Sui Yuan, Yiwen, Christine all started to set the standards already, I guess I should too.
My target for this June 2007 exams. Get above 75 in papers 2.1, 2.2, 2.3 and 2.4
I want that damn OBU first class degree.
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Sunday, March 04, 2007
Global Defense Initiative
Well, I must say, what's with the emoness!
It ain't finals week yet!
>_<
Anyway, let's talk about something stupid I did TODAY.
Erm... NVM. WENT LOWYAT.
DOOR GOT STUCK.
>_<
Yes. Have fun you white people. HAVE FUN. (Russell Peters..)
OVERSHOT BUDGET TODAY.
Total expenses today is.. Rm6.40+RMrm5+rm8.61= RM20...
>_< ADVERSE VARIANCE RM10! (100%)
TERRIBLE budgeting, ain't it?
But thankfully it only used up my brought forward allowances, not my March allowance.
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SATURDAY (3rd March)
Kacy's house. CNY.
GAMBLE
GAMBLE
and
GAMBLE!
And her friends very 'shu de qi'. I very pui fuk.
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FRIDAY
Stupid meetings. Messed up my chance to chiong k. (CAN I LIKE, RESIGN? JUST JOKING)
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WEDNESDAY (28th February)
(anyone who has Aida's msn please give me...)
Anyway, went for 5M gathering.
Munhoe rushed it since Vincent and Afzal both going to leave for piloting courses.
Nice meeting them again, after so long. (at least popiah never changed, hehe)
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I want to work. Can't wait to start earning my own salary, and spending it on stuff I want.
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Thursday, March 01, 2007
A listening post
Listen...
Close your eyes, when the night is darkest, when all around you sinks into slumber, when the lights are all off...
Well, or so he/it said.
Bah, what lunacy. All some form of hocus pocus or shit. And you expect me to believe it? Either that, or you've got to have lost your mind.
I couldn't sleep.
It's 12.20am.
Normally I'd be tightly rolled up in my bed, wandering in the lands of dreams and fantasies, whilst my body rests itself for the day ahead.
Told you to listen.
For what?
There is serenity in listening, calm in reflection.
Bullshit.
Your body cannot rest when your heart is laden with worries.
Fuck, leave me alone. I just need to sleep. All this is probably a hallucination, my mind making shit up.
Perhaps, but if the content is true, does the source matter?
It does. Why would I place my faith on something I don't know.
Faith is always of the unknown. Advice, is always unwanted.
Then stop giving me advice when I don't want it.
Whilst unwanted, it is needed.
Screw you. I don't need advice. I can deal with my situation just fine.
And soon regret will follow.
Regret? Heh! I'll look back feeling a little unhappy about my choice at that time, but it's the past.
But it is still not history. Change, is still an option. The door for it is still open.
Dammit, I just wanna sleep. Leave me alone, will you?
Can you sleep soundly, when guilt haunts you, when fear disturbs you, when loss taunts you?
SHUT THE FUCK UP. I'm not in deep shit yet. I'm still alive. Screw all this problems. They're not mine.
Ignorance is bliss, but bliss is shortlived.
Dammit. I know how to deal with it. I just need some sleep.
Deception of self, is no way to solve a problem.
It will. It will go away. All problems solve itself in time.
There is great denial in you. No problems are solved by time, merely forgotten.
Then let me forget.
There's alot of emotions to be untangled, before that memory can be forgotten.
Shit, I'm sleeping. Buzz off.
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